Du fløy fra meg som en sommerfugl og nå sitter jeg her igjen.. Ensom og tankefull.
Tenker på alt det som eg gjorde , både rett og feil og galt.
Jeg visste ikke den gang hva jeg hadde, før jeg lot deg slippe taket.
Du falt fra meg som en vissen rose men jeg plukket deg opp igjen.
Etter noen år kom du endelig tilbake med glede latter og sorg.
Vår tid er vår alt og alt det skal bli bra når vi kjører på ilag.
Bare en siste ja hadde du visst det.
Så hadde du aldri tatt den der siste.
Hvem kunne vite at det aldri ble siste, ja bare nesten en siste hele tiden eg lekte med deg.
Sier til meg selv hver dag at idag skal eg slutte for eg klarte det jo så bra for en stund siden..
Evig tilgang, altfor tilgang til å stoppe den der motoren.
Har ingen revers, bare straight forward!
Idag e det siste så trapper eg ned.
Det kan jo ikke være så stress, men fy faen som eg gruer meg..
Men alt dette sa eg i går også.
Så vi får no se ka så skjer.
Eg vet én ting som er sterkere en meg og det er viljen min og den kan fort snu, for eg vet når eg befinner meg blant feil folk eller på feil sted.
Det er kun meg som kan klare det, det er kun meg som kan si stopp.
Selvmedlidenhet kommer man ikke langt med så det dropper vi.
Livet er for kort!
Man må gå fremover og aldri se seg tilbake og det er egentlig ganske lett for meg men det virker som det er verre for dere som ser.
Så fortell meg hvordan jeg skal gjøre fremskritt når det dere ser er gårsdagens verste mann?
Da er det jeg som går forover mens dere tar et skritt bakover for meg.
The dreams dwelling deeper into The Wide Eyed‘s mind all the time. If not they crawl against him in hopes of that it will destroy his mind and soul into darkness.
He always manage to crawl back up again and break through another wall in fury over nothing other than himself.
Some even claim that he walked into the kingdom where dead souls rest also known as the Netherworld where dead Barbarians and other I’ll tempered creatures lie.
He even entered the light of infinity even though he never had seen it before but he started to walk away from the other side of living and experiences with her body in the darkness of universe.
All of a sudden they were not satisfied with the Wide Eyed being shut down by dead people who sacrificed their dreams for the earth and the universe.
His surroundings and the lightening from our nature awoke and brought him into the powerful warrior The Blue Eyed Barbarian once again.
He was not afraid of what we were doing with our own dream experiences and we had found a way to get hold of the Andaramédian children again as soon as possible before he started talking about the things that we have understood and are thankful for it all.
He was no longer in anger or disturbed visions about what it is about to take care of the people who are survival ,experience and future of dreams with a deeper understanding of nature and the wisdom that we will always have to be understood at once or something to satisfy The Blue Eyed Barbarian’s extremely time based in nature and most people who have understood what they were given are now realities of living in harmony with the others who sacrificed their dreams for Andaramédian’s children,women and elves.
It’s a known fact that most people who don’t knew him personally would be a great person afterwards meeting him in person.
He was actually a very good hearted Barbarian who was found on an island of Iamhatichon, despite the fact that the dark souls would be a strong opposition to the elves and especially the barbaric tribes of the coming times of Andaramédian historical existence.
His ancestors had been exposed before and they never showed emotions and they didn’t know how to make a decision on their own journey and where he would fit into the darkness of his own dreams, experiences and because of this way of dreaming the elders were never really satisfied with what he did.This may seem unfair to most people but if you think about it it only arose from a different perspective of it:
The elderly were hard on their own to make them a bigger warrior.It’s a chance to take as it could easily become a mistake if done wrong and the chosen ones would suffer to a certain degree but grow harder and then wiser in ways not spoken about.
When they were given death they admitted to Wide Eyed that they had thought of him in an underestimating way..
Luckily they realised that he was chosen by our highest power of our ancestors who created this universe and earth to mankind as a human being of our own dreams of love and harmony and so many people will always be there to make sure it is the best way to make sure that we will make our children of Andaramédia grow roots in their surroundings as we can learn from each other’s thoughts and experiences with our ancestors helping us with each other’s emotions in a way we can first to come to the reality we all know how to do this beauty as a result of The Wide Eyes elders finally understood how the world of Iamhaticho we started with our own wisdom we had to be understood by our society that doubts about our beliefs.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian would never matter how much they were given.He was told about a small place where his own Princess Éowyn of Mittelmeer was captured by the darkness and trees in the Asaianic woods.She was later rescued by the Blue Eyed Barbarian who had sworn an oath to protect her for all eternity.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian is on a good way to learn how to make a healthy mind to protect our women and get Princess Éowyn together with the others.This is why we have to start our journey with the darkness of our life experiences and we live in happy times of our society as a long lasting relationship and unity.
This is why we don’t need anything else from the world we have experienced.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian has never given up even though some creatures are on a mission to make him feel alienated from others and his emotions were never seen before he started his own life again with a black hole in his heart which is one of the main reasons he is a strong,powerful and relentless barbaric soul when necessary.
These wicked creatures quite similar to Orcs never really managed to make him believe he was a bad man and they didn’t even care about him because they had the most important thing in his life.
He still prepares for a long lasting battle against the future but he never lost his love for the others he said that he would probably get hold of her and then throw her into a deeper level of wisdom from her own beliefs because she has been given the most important thing about her life as a long time forgotten about her own life and experiences with the wisdom of The Blood running trough the body of both of them.
The Blue Eyed still feel good for more women and experiences that we lost in the past.
Latest version is far greater than what it was meant to be…
Only The Blue Eyed Barbarian know the time of life and maybe the few secret people that he tried to seduce not everyone else in his life knew him and then he started to learn how to make a good foundation for the future but only a few good hearted creatures in our society knows that he will always find something to do with his own life and he will probably get hold of someone who knows how to deal with him and then speak with a little more knowing that he is truly trusting.
Some gifts are not to be anything like this one.He gave her a lot more than planned for.She didn’t think anything about what her daughter was doing she wanted to be with The Blood and all day she was just fine with her decision to make her own children and then she wanted her own family and she got her into the same place as her family ancestors who created her life.
In short words Éowyn was the first thing The Barbarian was thinking about.
She said the most important words and the Wide Eyed was fascinated by her nature,wisdom and beauty in her surroundings as well as the darkness That holds her mind about the most important thing in life.
Many citizens of Andaramédia would say that Éowyn once again woke up The Blue Eyed Barbarian, not as a person but the warrior he is…The Blue Eyed would never acknowledge this fact mainly because he is somewhat shy about his private life and other creatures in general.Until this day this is just another myth that travels amongst the tribes of Andaramédia.
The Wide Eyed & The Blue Eyed Barbarian is often mentioned, if it’s the same person or not is for the readers to figure out…
It will probably be revealed in the coming chapter.
The story will continue…
Arnesonir 2020
I think the most important thing in life is to make it a journey of your own choices and dreams. Make sure you get your own stuff done and help yourself and your beloved ones.
You’ll never be happy pursuing something that is not you or wondering why you are here.
These questions will be answered eventually if you live in harmony with yourself and nature. Trying to figure out why you are here and what happens when you die is not really worth wasting your life with unless it’s a interesting thing to yourself.
The day when you know your time is over is the day your mind will start spinning and ask questions. Did I do anything wrong, did I forget about anything, I should have done that.
This is why Pagans have reincarnation rituals which I’ll explain to you later.
Most of The Pagan celebrations is about rebirth although it’s not all about life after death and so on.
It’s about saying goodbye to all the darkness that consumes us from time to time. The rituals celebrated by many Pagans is in the forest because I assume that most of us find it easier to reconnect with ourselves and loved ones. Starting over with clean sheets and said goodbye to all dark forces.
Pagans know that the magic lies in this world and how it’s built , how every little thing connects together. When realising how small we are compared nature and it’s mysteries,forces and elements.
The magic is created within the moment of it all. You are the creator of your magic and if you succeed in what you are trying to tell/show or illustrate, others will see what you see. If you strongly believe in what you do you will eventually create an illusion together with someone close.
You will build castles in the sky and when you do so you also realise that there is no abrahamic religion or other dark forces. YOU are God! You are the creator of it all, even though you don’t know it.
You attract what you reflect in other peoples. Your worst nightmares and fears are created by yourself because you co consciously or unconsciously create the “fear” or whatever you have.
The more you conquer the more you will rise. Don’t forget to step down from the horse before you get to high up there.
As I wrote about 15 years ago.
Life is just a silly little game and it’s your call what to do next. Do not wait for outside forces to help, wait for signs.. Remember that YOU are God!
30.06.2020
I’ll start reading a book abkout Erling Skjalgsson – Rygenes Konge who were one of the late kings in Norway before the (Christians) arrived.
He later fought Olav Haraldsson,later known as “Olav The Holy One” in the battle of Soknasundet year 1028.
Orndudir skulu ernir kloask
The worldview of our European forebears was cyclical, and at the core of their traditions was reincarnation – the reincarnation of nature, but …
Bardic Sorcery
Expecting a “problem free” long lasting relationship is like waiting for a utopia with a world full of women & dancing bananas.
If both sides just sit & think that the problems will go over after a while, they are wrong.
It will build up more & more, cut the weed by it’s root’s
same thing if you only sit at home or elsewhere waiting for a partner to show up…
Where will you meet this partner if you never try?
The older you get the more picky you get, so what happens when you’re ready, but everyone is taken?
I’m not saying you should walk around….
getting laid with everyone, but going out once in a while doesen’t hurt!
Let yourself be known but not avaliable to everyone.
I’ve always been somehwhat oldfashioned that way.
A relationship is much more than just sex, there is a balance you find with the one you’ll truly love..
Childbirth is a difficult & dangerous step, but each time your daughter asks you about it, you must answer that it will be fine, that we are made for it. The way the mother talks about childbirth is decisive in the vision of childbirth of the daughter, & therefore of its outcome.
About Childbirth, I recommend the books by Michel Odent (many in English), and this film (which is not perfect at all, but interesting):
Enlightening Pagan History & Mythology.
When a mythical hero or a god is described as “begging”, it’s a metaphor. Said hero or god is the child in the womb, asking to be noursihed so that it can be reborn, it is the initiate descending to the barrow, wishing for the ancestral flame to be rekindled
In the Middle Ages, when (((christians))) launched their genocidal campaigns against Native Europeans, so many woods and groves were cut down that the situation in Europe vis-a-vis forests was WORSE than today. They even made indexes of which groves to burn!
The Indiculus superstitionum et paganiarum contained a part vis-a-vis how to spot and destroy pagan shrines
The manuscript in the 2nd pic is produced by the (((Livonian Order))), and it speaks of groves to be destoyed in Lithuania. Byzantines like (((John of Ephesus))) also made lists of temples and groves to be demolished.
The high priest of Rhodes was called gerophoros, id est “carrier of the sacred objects”. He showed the objects to the initiates, helping them to achieve remembrance, give birth to themselves. He was the midwife of the mind
Oceanus, (“embracing, enclosing”) is portrayed with horns, in a similar way that Pan is horned. That is because Oceanus stands for the watery environment, damp and dark, of the womb, of both the biological mother and of Mother Earth. His horns are the shovel used by the initiate to dig the passage grave and retrieve the sacred objects, to give birth to himself, rekindle the spark of life.
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