Eg er Allfaðr’s røyst.
Du bør høyra mine ord , for dei som inte gjorde så er allereie falne englar uten at dei veit det sjøl.
Det har vore mykje sorg og nokre tåre medan, men slik vert det.
Det har vore spott og spe men det einaste eg ville var å gje eit innblikk i ei framtid få veit om.
Eg veit no at eg aleine må vandre eit liv før sirkelen blir samla.
Eg har allerede sitt mange sjeler, men kven dei er fortelje eg ei.
Det vil komme mørke tider før den stund, men du kor vakkert da blir når det virkelige lyset kjem i sin sanne form.
Det er først når den tid kjem eg kan skape det som skapas skal, og endeleg smile att.
Så sant dykk sanna mine ord.
Tag: fiction
Veils Of Darknes
I enjoy the presence of the dead spirits and I summon them to collect and create a greater chaos to rule mankind.
To let you know how this morbid fascination for death started ,we have to go back in time;
Once I was away, far away from this anger lurking inside me eating me up alive.
So much hate so much pain and all this dark emotions i side of me.
I now know that immortality is no longer dream but reality.
I cut myself with a sharp knife while thinking of a person I wanted to kill and it felt like nothing really , no pain..
Just vague feelings of redemption,satisfaction and emptiness like taking a break from this distorted world we live in.
I almost bled to death in the woods.
I thought it was better to harm myself than end up in prison before my life had begun.
I’ve never cut myself more than that one time, I don’t have the need to , nor am I suicidal.
I just needed to let some steam out I guess.
I don’t dwell on the past happenings for long unless it gives me clues to the presence.
I have found out that I left some part of my soul out there in the forest where I almost bled to death.
I “torment” myself like a human vessel and I get an ecstasy every time I see me or my goddess blood running and opens up a veil to another world that is revealing more and more of itself as I day by day sacrifice my blood to obtain the highest power of souls and energy.
I cannot turn back now, I’ve gone too far into the demon realm but I love it here and I swear not to return when the work is done.
I speak,write and artistically approach my work from the light and dark souls that give me the the knowledge of the hidden world, the world only few of you will know now (luckily).
There is a key to an entire world in our unconsciousness, subconsciousness and our possibilities as human beings is almost limitless to what we do and how we live now.
This world of opportunities has existed since the dawn of time and we often visit when we dream or meditate.
Sleep is after all the cousin of death.
Do you remember your dreams?
If you do start writing it down or try to remember even more because it’s possible to go (back) further into a dream if you wake up before it’s time.
Our mind/soul is an amazing tool.
Some souls are very impatient because they do not know they are dead or have things to tell their beloved ones before they leave and this is where my work begins, where it ends I don’t know and I don’t want to know anymore than I already do.
The more knowledge the more pain and sorrow, and this is so true but one can never tell or share what one think,see or hear.
One can only give hints and small clues to the people ‘involved’.
If one does there is a chance that people will fear you or see you as a madman and I do somehow understand the scepticism around it.
The dead souls are not dangerous to most people, they are tricky and will test you or “play” with your mind if you let them so one better focus or lose ones mind.
Little did I know when I started this path that there is no way to lock/unlock the portals,keys and gates you’ve opened up and obtained through the years.
I studied magic since I was in my very early teens and several times I almost gave up because nothing gave me the satisfaction I had hoped for.
About 20 years later I received the gift I’d yearned for but I can’t tell you what it is because that would be the same as lending one’s sword to the enemy at the battlefield.
I felt and enormous relief and was very thankful for the gift I was blessed with, it showed me that even though the lonely times,storms I never stopped believing in what I do.
Some things are not supposed to come easy and some things are better of untold.
I can say that it’s not for everyone and it’s not some power to “abuse” and all your actions will have consequences just like in “regular” life.
There are rules that apply to those who enter the spirit world and it’s very important to follow the guidelines you’re given along the way.
Be very careful of who you trust with your thoughts,questions etc.
Not everyone is who they pretend to be.
Those who say the less is usually the ones with the most knowledge but since there is a time and place for everything that happens in our lives those who know will not tell more than absolutely necessary because they know how important it is to walk in the right direction at the right time and other such experiences.
It is not just a “game” you can turn off when you’re tired.
Most of us are born with an open mind but even if you have an open mind and see something and almost nobody believe in you and just taunt you , you will eventually continue with what you do quietly or forget it’s existence during your childhood.
Luckily I had a close person who believed in me.
That person never give me any advice though, she just tells if I’m “right” or “wrong” in my search.
It is when you start questioning the “obvious” things in life you will start getting answers, but don’t ask for more than you can receive and by that I mean it as literal as I can get.
Let’s take an example; If you ask for something that is bigger than a book and impossible to explain in one book or even during life time.
You will receive more info than your brain is capable of handling and it might drive you insane in worst case scenario.
Some people are just more sensitive towards picking up energies/auras etc than others.
Some people can hold a stone or feel it’s energies working through the body whilst others don’t feel that same presence, even so it does not mean they are incapable of doing the same things.
They may just need to open up a bit and relax because if you’re not open to things it won’t work.
If you refuse to let yourself feel what you truly feel you will feel very empty after some years.
We are what we surround ourselves with.
That is why it is important to have a sense of balance in life.
A starting point which you go back to and pick up the pieces if you get lost in life and if you have been kind to yourself and opened up for love,empathy and similar emotions you may meet someone who will hold the light for you and guide you in the right direction.
We are reflections of our inner self and sometimes we may not even know that we reflect a negative energy to others around us on a daily basis.
This is why it’s important to get in touch with your inner self or go see someone who can help you get rid of all the garbage you go around with.
TBC..
The Dark Lake
Sometimes I visit the darkest and most tranquil places to seek and gather my light again and also to remember who brought me out of the dark when my mind was alienated from my closest.
There are more reasons why darkness fascinates me and inspire me in spiritualistic ways I never even dreamt of before.
Forces so strong,powerful and fuelled by a secret incense made of various potions I keep in my laboratory.
As a sign of my gratitude towards this female acquaintance I decided to enchant her sword with a potion of invisibility before she woke up.
She was happy and excited but knew that life could end abruptly.
Mr.A & Mr.M now has 3 kids , 2 boys and a girl and maybe more coming?
A & M has been busy the latest year training spells,warlike games and martial arts themselves and introducing the kids to spells,crafting,fighting, survival and more.
Enchantments and spells are powerful magic that should be in the hands of the true beholder.
Mrs.M casted the invincibility spells and chanted a sorcery , actually a sorcery written in blood by and old Magus.
She would after 60 seconds become invincible for 320 seconds which is a lot considering the enemy lines are rather poorly approaching the castle.
Mathilda,Tormod and Aradia the witch told Brynhjard to get outside and look at the fantastic picture shown to them as a blood red dragoon slowly forming crossing the fiery pit and makes thousands of spears to rain down on this ill tempered dark orcs who were experts of stealing land and threaten the peace all villagers had towards each other.
Mr.M asked her husband if she could execute her Dark-water strategy and she was granted access to The Dark Portal where she lured the dark orcs with her outstanding looks , she was like a candle that lit up the dark water.
She commanded most dark orcs to swim back and forth all night , no breaks.
The dark women are desperate and one suddenly grabs Mrs.M beneath the water and no blonde head is to be seen.
Mr.A panicked and thought she had drowned so he relentlessly jumped into the dark lake dived to the bottom and after a while she saw the golden blonde hair light up.
The filth had dragged her into the dark lake to curse here and drown her for her “crimes” but surely Mrs.M was politely rude and commanded them to hang themselves in a rope and the body in the cold lake and the dark orcs saw an even darker horizon ahead.
They were left with little equipment and many were already drowned because dark orcs are afraid of water and especially they tried to swim but ended up killing each other for another death.
So you my dear last surviving dark woman of Arcadia…
You should turn back “home” and warn your kinsmen that we will not stop before the Children Of The Sun have become a reality.
A vision so bright and so close, as the dark orcs were still swimming but for how long?
This Dark Lake was to become the burial place for unwanted guest and those who tried to deny the elves importance during future weddings, festivals and other fun activities which lead to one thing them another for the many young and lovely generation of new breed slowly developed as the eldest of the youngest but still young meet their soulmates and man and nature once again flow so nicely together while they established their small huts and cabins.
The Barbarian’s Quest – The Beginning…
The dreams dwelling deeper into The Wide Eyed‘s mind all the time. If not they crawl against him in hopes of that it will destroy his mind and soul into darkness.
He always manage to crawl back up again and break through another wall in fury over nothing other than himself.
Some even claim that he walked into the kingdom where dead souls rest also known as the Netherworld where dead Barbarians and other I’ll tempered creatures lie.
He even entered the light of infinity even though he never had seen it before but he started to walk away from the other side of living and experiences with her body in the darkness of universe.
All of a sudden they were not satisfied with the Wide Eyed being shut down by dead people who sacrificed their dreams for the earth and the universe.
His surroundings and the lightening from our nature awoke and brought him into the powerful warrior The Blue Eyed Barbarian once again.
He was not afraid of what we were doing with our own dream experiences and we had found a way to get hold of the Andaramédian children again as soon as possible before he started talking about the things that we have understood and are thankful for it all.
He was no longer in anger or disturbed visions about what it is about to take care of the people who are survival ,experience and future of dreams with a deeper understanding of nature and the wisdom that we will always have to be understood at once or something to satisfy The Blue Eyed Barbarian’s extremely time based in nature and most people who have understood what they were given are now realities of living in harmony with the others who sacrificed their dreams for Andaramédian’s children,women and elves.
It’s a known fact that most people who don’t knew him personally would be a great person afterwards meeting him in person.
He was actually a very good hearted Barbarian who was found on an island of Iamhatichon, despite the fact that the dark souls would be a strong opposition to the elves and especially the barbaric tribes of the coming times of Andaramédian historical existence.
His ancestors had been exposed before and they never showed emotions and they didn’t know how to make a decision on their own journey and where he would fit into the darkness of his own dreams, experiences and because of this way of dreaming the elders were never really satisfied with what he did.This may seem unfair to most people but if you think about it it only arose from a different perspective of it:
The elderly were hard on their own to make them a bigger warrior.It’s a chance to take as it could easily become a mistake if done wrong and the chosen ones would suffer to a certain degree but grow harder and then wiser in ways not spoken about.
When they were given death they admitted to Wide Eyed that they had thought of him in an underestimating way..
Luckily they realised that he was chosen by our highest power of our ancestors who created this universe and earth to mankind as a human being of our own dreams of love and harmony and so many people will always be there to make sure it is the best way to make sure that we will make our children of Andaramédia grow roots in their surroundings as we can learn from each other’s thoughts and experiences with our ancestors helping us with each other’s emotions in a way we can first to come to the reality we all know how to do this beauty as a result of The Wide Eyes elders finally understood how the world of Iamhaticho we started with our own wisdom we had to be understood by our society that doubts about our beliefs.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian would never matter how much they were given.He was told about a small place where his own Princess Éowyn of Mittelmeer was captured by the darkness and trees in the Asaianic woods.She was later rescued by the Blue Eyed Barbarian who had sworn an oath to protect her for all eternity.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian is on a good way to learn how to make a healthy mind to protect our women and get Princess Éowyn together with the others.This is why we have to start our journey with the darkness of our life experiences and we live in happy times of our society as a long lasting relationship and unity.
This is why we don’t need anything else from the world we have experienced.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian has never given up even though some creatures are on a mission to make him feel alienated from others and his emotions were never seen before he started his own life again with a black hole in his heart which is one of the main reasons he is a strong,powerful and relentless barbaric soul when necessary.
These wicked creatures quite similar to Orcs never really managed to make him believe he was a bad man and they didn’t even care about him because they had the most important thing in his life.
He still prepares for a long lasting battle against the future but he never lost his love for the others he said that he would probably get hold of her and then throw her into a deeper level of wisdom from her own beliefs because she has been given the most important thing about her life as a long time forgotten about her own life and experiences with the wisdom of The Blood running trough the body of both of them.
The Blue Eyed still feel good for more women and experiences that we lost in the past.
Latest version is far greater than what it was meant to be…
Only The Blue Eyed Barbarian know the time of life and maybe the few secret people that he tried to seduce not everyone else in his life knew him and then he started to learn how to make a good foundation for the future but only a few good hearted creatures in our society knows that he will always find something to do with his own life and he will probably get hold of someone who knows how to deal with him and then speak with a little more knowing that he is truly trusting.
Some gifts are not to be anything like this one.He gave her a lot more than planned for.She didn’t think anything about what her daughter was doing she wanted to be with The Blood and all day she was just fine with her decision to make her own children and then she wanted her own family and she got her into the same place as her family ancestors who created her life.
In short words Éowyn was the first thing The Barbarian was thinking about.
She said the most important words and the Wide Eyed was fascinated by her nature,wisdom and beauty in her surroundings as well as the darkness That holds her mind about the most important thing in life.
Many citizens of Andaramédia would say that Éowyn once again woke up The Blue Eyed Barbarian, not as a person but the warrior he is…The Blue Eyed would never acknowledge this fact mainly because he is somewhat shy about his private life and other creatures in general.Until this day this is just another myth that travels amongst the tribes of Andaramédia.
The Wide Eyed & The Blue Eyed Barbarian is often mentioned, if it’s the same person or not is for the readers to figure out…
It will probably be revealed in the coming chapter.
The story will continue…
Arnesonir 2020
Oceanic Genocide Solution – Chapter 1
The dark,cruel,greedy orcs are approaching illegally via the baltic to the mediterranean by boats futuristic speaking but the Oceanic Genocide Solution O.G.S. driven by Mr.A & Mrs.M have established well now and organised, trained and prepared young and promising sorcerers,wizards,warlocks and advanced gear for future warriors,sorcerers,shield maidens and more..
Our once free world has been turned into an industrial slave world built solely on money and keeping the wealthiest wealthy.
Our culture,heritage and traditions have been forgotten by most due to our enemies degenerate tactics that some of us luckily saw right though ages ago and started fighting back with words,letters and all we could back then.
Thus we proudly put our uniforms on again to fight for our independence and liberty as a race and to regain and reclaim Opus Era The 3rd to whom it belongs. The people willing to fight for it by any means necessary.
Join us if you can, lend us your sword fight with us if you dare. If you try to stop us we we’ll give you hell from witch we come.
Our Germanic tribes are in danger of disappearing if we don’t fight and change our minds into a new collective understanding.
Mrs.M are the most vicious and effective shield maiden and with her extremely good eye for new strategies of warfare,tactics and a merciless sorceress and it’s not hard to understand why Mr.A fell for her and put her in the top league but it has to be said that without each other they would not smile so confident cruising the mediterranean together alongside with the 1XL-35 Crew consisting of highly important top trained soldiers selected for the mission as The Second Division soldiers even though The Blonde Beasts – T.B.B. in charge are quite sure they have a waterproof tactic that will make it perfectly underground.
They have established a well known reputation through their huge tunnels of networks operating offline and apart from the modern servers and “see through society” we live in and due to security reasons their advanced communication methods will not yet if never be revealed.
The fierce and cold headed Mr.A calculated the details for years and due to the “routines” the dark orcs spoiled their tactics it felt more like a “mice in the trap” strategy. Yes, easy but why go hard when the worst masses did their own job in “disappearing” TBB was a kind and gentle couple.
As they so calmly say : We just did our duty for the elves, and survival of all the other tribes and borders that is our common domain and responsibility so we all can return to the peaceful state that is Opus Era The 3rd. We create Oceanic Dream Structures = Harmony.
Mr.A & Mrs.M are deeply rooted,kind gentle,polite and a loving and caring unity. When their minds first connected it was like a massive weapon unfolding and forged together in front of the S-Ship with a young beautiful alluring woman in front and a enormous angelic like figure with gigantic raven claws that gently hold the alluring woman steady and protect her belly with the claws embracing her pale body like an ornament. The woman in front of the S-Ship is said to be Mr.A’s guardian angel according to the legends which in a beautiful way surrounds him and together it’s like a sculpture of two peoples bodies tied together and agile as a weapon with shiny blue parts and shiny gold parts fitting perfectly to the light green color of the ocean. A&M use the colors red,green,blue,yellow,gold and silver to reflect certain combat techniques but may as well be private codes among themselves as a pair, for they are either in one mode or another and therefore they are now leaders of this operation to save the elves.
It is important to remember that a joyful thing of love quickly turns into a bestial war monster with steel control and a discipline that is unshakable because they have all sworn an oath. With life as an effort for the lives of our people and we are of the people. Our souls meet, our souls become bound together and therefore eternal. I took her soul and gave her eternal life because she showed me the way to the light when my soul was in darkness and tears were still flowing..
We found something that was so real, we used it to fight together, extract what belongs to our elves and the Opus Era The 3rd and value it as if it were a treasure. There will be times ahead that in relation to what you got an insight into will unfold into something we have only seen glimpses of so far. We work hard when we can to insure our dear elves. We have taken three steps ahead for a long time now, the plans for the first match are clear, but we only know the outcome in theory.
The rules are simple, you are with the end or morale will fall and we will not fail because of feeble minded individuals. we have worked so hard for this and put a lot of other things on the shelf to get a waterproof plan and there are many words of great importance for the entire blueprint we have put directly above here.
Remember that what you see or think at first or last glance is not necessarily the right one. Rather, try to understand the whole of how it unfolds. If you understand that then you understand a little bit of where I want to be and will be a beautiful day with my future sorceress until death separates us further and further into the light and ultimately into the darkness to build us up and rest with our strength which grows and an unforgettable union of two souls who have longed for each other longer than they can count suns or moons.
With life as an effort for the lives of our people and we are of the people.
Leave the old in ruins, create the beginning,keep order, be free like a bird in a community that flourishes around our beautiful land but never forget which world we came from and why we destroyed it.
If we manage this, we will manage what is happening in the air far, far in the future when we have been born again once again and out of count. I know who will still be there, I have seen it myself because my creator is not happy with the development the world has taken.
He fought for our freedom. Now we must fight for the freedom of our children and grandchildren’s future. If you have started on this you will not stop because then you understand why you live even if at times it is harder the reward is really worth it.
I could not have dreamed of a better helper, wife? What would happen between the two of us in the future. She must choose for herself. In this adventure she is Mrs.M but the future is uncertain so who knows. What I do know is that we are fighting for our elves because we area ll part of the tribe we come from and that is the only thing that matters for now.
We are of the people and the people are us.
You just read an introduction to my never ending fantasy series. It’s many more characters,worlds etc..
The first and most important storyline is close to finished but need some polishing. I decided to include the cruel dark orcs, they are greedy, rude and do not get along well with the elves.
This story is based on pure fiction & fantasy and it’s possible some characters names etc will change in the future as well as the story line of course.
None of the characters or story lines are real.
Patrimonialis Weistum 