Du fløy fra meg som en sommerfugl og nå sitter jeg her igjen.. Ensom og tankefull.
Tenker på alt det som eg gjorde , både rett og feil og galt.
Jeg visste ikke den gang hva jeg hadde, før jeg lot deg slippe taket.
Du falt fra meg som en vissen rose men jeg plukket deg opp igjen.
Etter noen år kom du endelig tilbake med glede latter og sorg.
Vår tid er vår alt og alt det skal bli bra når vi kjører på ilag.
Drumroll.. Yes I believe in praying for my family and close ones. Not anyone that does not deserve it or I don’t know. Even do I pray for a better Europe. The more the merrier right? I do not believe in a religious god, nor do I believe talking to an oak helps.
Let’s say 10 people gather all their focus and strength on one person I believe it has a collective belief/minds effect and channel the energies needed to the one in need. It’s kinda like spinning a wheel, the results are obviously better the more people help spin it.
We humans have energies we surround ourself with and these energies can be channeled through thinking/praying for a person. You focus on the needy person and let the positive energies out and one has to be 100% genuine believing in it.
Ever thought about our thoughts, do they have gravity. At what speed do they travel. Do our voice fall down or up in the room.. What can we use these frequencies to? Surely something..
I think our bodies/minds are able to tell wether a human is sick and need help and thus start channeling healing thoughts. Just think of love, you can feel your partners love and other emotions. Sometimes you find it annoying being watched. We notice and pick up others feelings. The ones we need at least.
Let’s not forget that our greatest healer are ourself. It’s all in our minds! The faster we control our mind the faster we can avoid deceases by thinking “another way” or around the carrier of decease.
If no one told you about sickness and different ways to die. You would be a lot better.. If you tell your child that you have anxiety then the child will probably have an 80% chance of getting anxiety problems.
Then again : Is anxiety a problem or can it be thought away? It can be fought away by our minds.
I’m not saying that thinking and praying cures everything, it fixes a lot. Collective minds is here to stay! I just wrote this in one take so I have to read up on the subject to see if it can get more interesting..
To Be Continued..
Bare en siste ja hadde du visst det.
Så hadde du aldri tatt den der siste.
Hvem kunne vite at det aldri ble siste, ja bare nesten en siste hele tiden eg lekte med deg.
Sier til meg selv hver dag at idag skal eg slutte for eg klarte det jo så bra for en stund siden..
Evig tilgang, altfor tilgang til å stoppe den der motoren.
Har ingen revers, bare straight forward!
Idag e det siste så trapper eg ned.
Det kan jo ikke være så stress, men fy faen som eg gruer meg..
Men alt dette sa eg i går også.
Så vi får no se ka så skjer.
Eg vet én ting som er sterkere en meg og det er viljen min og den kan fort snu, for eg vet når eg befinner meg blant feil folk eller på feil sted.
Det er kun meg som kan klare det, det er kun meg som kan si stopp.
Selvmedlidenhet kommer man ikke langt med så det dropper vi.
Livet er for kort!
Man må gå fremover og aldri se seg tilbake og det er egentlig ganske lett for meg men det virker som det er verre for dere som ser.
Så fortell meg hvordan jeg skal gjøre fremskritt når det dere ser er gårsdagens verste mann?
Da er det jeg som går forover mens dere tar et skritt bakover for meg.
Eg er Allfaðr’s røyst.
Du bør høyra mine ord , for dei som inte gjorde så er allereie falne englar uten at dei veit det sjøl.
Det har vore mykje sorg og nokre tåre medan, men slik vert det.
Det har vore spott og spe men det einaste eg ville var å gje eit innblikk i ei framtid få veit om.
Eg veit no at eg aleine må vandre eit liv før sirkelen blir samla.
Eg har allerede sitt mange sjeler, men kven dei er fortelje eg ei.
Det vil komme mørke tider før den stund, men du kor vakkert da blir når det virkelige lyset kjem i sin sanne form.
Det er først når den tid kjem eg kan skape det som skapas skal, og endeleg smile att.
Så sant dykk sanna mine ord.
Imagine if you had never seen winter before,no thunder etc nobody had told you about the four seasons, so of course when the winter “ice-age” came people panicked because they did not know how long this season would last and if there were enough food for all the people.
The Norse Gods is simply the forces within nature which were created through fear of the unknown but also to warn the future generations about the spirits/forces within nature, some were seen as necessary but feared at the same time.
This is why they made sacrifices to please the Gods each year because they believed it worked and it did because all seasons comes every year.
It’s also a good way to learn youth to give back to nature and respect it.
Back then they did not think like we did and did not have the same knowledge, they had a completely different and better mindset of course.
That being said they developed better knowledge and understanding of nature and it’s forces/gods back then and knew how to respect and treat mother earth.
I personally think that they did not fear the gods like in a religion and is not to be confused with any religion.
Superstition is a more suiting word which probably ruled in the very beginning.
Talking about the gods in Norse mythology is like deciphering a belief system they used to learn their kids to treat and respect mother earth and her forces.
To put it simply : Those who claim that our ancestors were god-fearing religious people are wrong I’d say and after reading several books on the subject I just had to write this.
How many books do we need on the subject btw? It’s not that hard to understand if explained properly.
They spoke,thought,behaved in a totally different way back then so it’s important to keep in mind while studying Norse Mythology to keep in mind that this was the first “documented” happenings on earth and that most things were written as myths when language became a thing.
Before that they had only word of mouth and possibly signs/runes to pass on the message.
So they were not dumb people like some say, they invented our language,traditions and the only way we know how to stick to reality : Runes and later the alphabet.
If you think about it they were not really that primitive compared to us today, they were harder,smarter in the “right” ways.
Today most people don’t know how to hunt anything so I dare you to learn the old ways because they will and should be useful once again.
To answer the title question, no we don’t need more info, we need to decipher it ourselves and learn how easy life can be if you follow some guidelines.
I could go on but I will keep it short because that’s all you need.
Mark my words and good luck!
SHTF soon enough…
Imagine if you had never seen winter before,no thunder etc nobody had told you about the four seasons, so of course when the winter “ice-age” came people panicked because they did not know how long this season would last and if there were enough food for all the people.
The Norse Gods is simply the forces within nature which were created through fear of the unknown but also to warn the future generations about the spirits within nature, some were seen as necessary but feared at the same time.
This is why they made sacrifices to please the Gods each year because they believed it worked and it did because all seasons comes every year.
Back then they did not think like we did and did not have the same knowledge.
That being said they developed better knowledge and understanding of nature and it’s forces/Gods back then and knew how to respect and treat mother earth.
I personally think that they did not fear the Gods like in a religion and is not to be confused with any religion.
Superstition is a more suiting word which probably ruled in the very beginning.
Talking about the Gods in Norse mythology is like deciphering a belief system they used to learn their kids to treat and respect mother earth and her forces.
To put it simply : Those who claim that our ancestors were god-fearing religious people are wrong I’d say and after reading several books on the subject I just had to write this.
How many books do we need on the subject btw? It’s not that hard to understand if explained properly.
They spoke,thought,behaved in a totally different way back then so it’s important to keep in mind while studying Norse Mythology to keep in mind that this was the first “documented” happenings on earth and that most things were written as myths when language became a thing.
Before that they had only word of mouth and possibly signs/runes to pass on the message.
So they were not dumb people like some say, they invented our language,traditions and the only way we know how to stick to reality : Runes and later the alphabet.
If you think about it they were not really that primitive compared to us today, they were harder,smarter in life and used the “right” more simple ways of living.
Today most people don’t know how to hunt anything so I dare you to learn the old ways because they will and should be useful once again.
To answer the title question, no we don’t need more info, we need to decipher it ourselves and learn how easy life can be if you follow some guidelines.
I could go on but I will keep it short because that’s all you need.
Mark my words and good luck!
SHTF soon enough…
All the confusion is just an illusion
I havent got a clue, whats happening to me.
Everything you do it makes it all feel true.
When Im around you, I’m kinda feeling blue.
What is this feeling that you brought upon me,
What is this feeling like I’m stuck inside a dream.Everything we know always tends to go.
I see a grave and I know who it’s for.
It’s for me and I don’t really care.I see the dead and I’m not scared at all.
When I’m not searching all I see is dark.
I welcome darkness as if it was my bride.
Why did I choose to go on this path?
I see this picture and it’s clear to me that it was a flower I was meant to be.
I cannot lie about the truth no more, some say it’s sad , I say it’s only life as it is.
Just wait a moment when I mark my veins, for all the happiness of hours to come.
Have no sympathy for me when I’m gone.
Leave no prayer for me while I’m gone, leave no rose at my grave.
Don’t wipe your tears for me, it was all just up to me.
I enjoy the presence of the dead spirits and I summon them to collect and create a greater chaos to rule mankind.
To let you know how this morbid fascination for death started ,we have to go back in time;
Once I was away, far away from this anger lurking inside me eating me up alive.
So much hate so much pain and all this dark emotions i side of me.
I now know that immortality is no longer dream but reality.
I cut myself with a sharp knife while thinking of a person I wanted to kill and it felt like nothing really , no pain..
Just vague feelings of redemption,satisfaction and emptiness like taking a break from this distorted world we live in.
I almost bled to death in the woods.
I thought it was better to harm myself than end up in prison before my life had begun.
I’ve never cut myself more than that one time, I don’t have the need to , nor am I suicidal.
I just needed to let some steam out I guess.
I don’t dwell on the past happenings for long unless it gives me clues to the presence.
I have found out that I left some part of my soul out there in the forest where I almost bled to death.
I “torment” myself like a human vessel and I get an ecstasy every time I see me or my goddess blood running and opens up a veil to another world that is revealing more and more of itself as I day by day sacrifice my blood to obtain the highest power of souls and energy.
I cannot turn back now, I’ve gone too far into the demon realm but I love it here and I swear not to return when the work is done.
I speak,write and artistically approach my work from the light and dark souls that give me the the knowledge of the hidden world, the world only few of you will know now (luckily).
There is a key to an entire world in our unconsciousness, subconsciousness and our possibilities as human beings is almost limitless to what we do and how we live now.
This world of opportunities has existed since the dawn of time and we often visit when we dream or meditate.
Sleep is after all the cousin of death.
Do you remember your dreams?
If you do start writing it down or try to remember even more because it’s possible to go (back) further into a dream if you wake up before it’s time.
Our mind/soul is an amazing tool.
Some souls are very impatient because they do not know they are dead or have things to tell their beloved ones before they leave and this is where my work begins, where it ends I don’t know and I don’t want to know anymore than I already do.
The more knowledge the more pain and sorrow, and this is so true but one can never tell or share what one think,see or hear.
One can only give hints and small clues to the people ‘involved’.
If one does there is a chance that people will fear you or see you as a madman and I do somehow understand the scepticism around it.
The dead souls are not dangerous to most people, they are tricky and will test you or “play” with your mind if you let them so one better focus or lose ones mind.
Little did I know when I started this path that there is no way to lock/unlock the portals,keys and gates you’ve opened up and obtained through the years.
I studied magic since I was in my very early teens and several times I almost gave up because nothing gave me the satisfaction I had hoped for.
About 20 years later I received the gift I’d yearned for but I can’t tell you what it is because that would be the same as lending one’s sword to the enemy at the battlefield.
I felt and enormous relief and was very thankful for the gift I was blessed with, it showed me that even though the lonely times,storms I never stopped believing in what I do.
Some things are not supposed to come easy and some things are better of untold.
I can say that it’s not for everyone and it’s not some power to “abuse” and all your actions will have consequences just like in “regular” life.
There are rules that apply to those who enter the spirit world and it’s very important to follow the guidelines you’re given along the way.
Be very careful of who you trust with your thoughts,questions etc.
Not everyone is who they pretend to be.
Those who say the less is usually the ones with the most knowledge but since there is a time and place for everything that happens in our lives those who know will not tell more than absolutely necessary because they know how important it is to walk in the right direction at the right time and other such experiences.
It is not just a “game” you can turn off when you’re tired.
Most of us are born with an open mind but even if you have an open mind and see something and almost nobody believe in you and just taunt you , you will eventually continue with what you do quietly or forget it’s existence during your childhood.
Luckily I had a close person who believed in me.
That person never give me any advice though, she just tells if I’m “right” or “wrong” in my search.
It is when you start questioning the “obvious” things in life you will start getting answers, but don’t ask for more than you can receive and by that I mean it as literal as I can get.
Let’s take an example; If you ask for something that is bigger than a book and impossible to explain in one book or even during life time.
You will receive more info than your brain is capable of handling and it might drive you insane in worst case scenario.
Some people are just more sensitive towards picking up energies/auras etc than others.
Some people can hold a stone or feel it’s energies working through the body whilst others don’t feel that same presence, even so it does not mean they are incapable of doing the same things.
They may just need to open up a bit and relax because if you’re not open to things it won’t work.
If you refuse to let yourself feel what you truly feel you will feel very empty after some years.
We are what we surround ourselves with.
That is why it is important to have a sense of balance in life.
A starting point which you go back to and pick up the pieces if you get lost in life and if you have been kind to yourself and opened up for love,empathy and similar emotions you may meet someone who will hold the light for you and guide you in the right direction.
We are reflections of our inner self and sometimes we may not even know that we reflect a negative energy to others around us on a daily basis.
This is why it’s important to get in touch with your inner self or go see someone who can help you get rid of all the garbage you go around with.
TBC..
I think the most important thing in life is to make it a journey of your own choices and dreams. Make sure you get your own stuff done and help yourself and your beloved ones.
You’ll never be happy pursuing something that is not you or wondering why you are here.
These questions will be answered eventually if you live in harmony with yourself and nature. Trying to figure out why you are here and what happens when you die is not really worth wasting your life with unless it’s a interesting thing to yourself.
The day when you know your time is over is the day your mind will start spinning and ask questions. Did I do anything wrong, did I forget about anything, I should have done that.
This is why Pagans have reincarnation rituals which I’ll explain to you later.
Most of The Pagan celebrations is about rebirth although it’s not all about life after death and so on.
It’s about saying goodbye to all the darkness that consumes us from time to time. The rituals celebrated by many Pagans is in the forest because I assume that most of us find it easier to reconnect with ourselves and loved ones. Starting over with clean sheets and said goodbye to all dark forces.
Pagans know that the magic lies in this world and how it’s built , how every little thing connects together. When realising how small we are compared nature and it’s mysteries,forces and elements.
The magic is created within the moment of it all. You are the creator of your magic and if you succeed in what you are trying to tell/show or illustrate, others will see what you see. If you strongly believe in what you do you will eventually create an illusion together with someone close.
You will build castles in the sky and when you do so you also realise that there is no abrahamic religion or other dark forces. YOU are God! You are the creator of it all, even though you don’t know it.
You attract what you reflect in other peoples. Your worst nightmares and fears are created by yourself because you co consciously or unconsciously create the “fear” or whatever you have.
The more you conquer the more you will rise. Don’t forget to step down from the horse before you get to high up there.
As I wrote about 15 years ago.
Life is just a silly little game and it’s your call what to do next. Do not wait for outside forces to help, wait for signs.. Remember that YOU are God!
30.06.2020
Expecting a “problem free” long lasting relationship is like waiting for a utopia with a world full of women & dancing bananas.
If both sides just sit & think that the problems will go over after a while, they are wrong.
It will build up more & more, cut the weed by it’s root’s
same thing if you only sit at home or elsewhere waiting for a partner to show up…
Where will you meet this partner if you never try?
The older you get the more picky you get, so what happens when you’re ready, but everyone is taken?
I’m not saying you should walk around….
getting laid with everyone, but going out once in a while doesen’t hurt!
Let yourself be known but not avaliable to everyone.
I’ve always been somehwhat oldfashioned that way.
A relationship is much more than just sex, there is a balance you find with the one you’ll truly love..
For Blood & Soil
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