Relationship

Expecting a “problem free” long lasting relationship is like waiting for a utopia with a world full of women & dancing bananas.

If both sides just sit & think that the problems will go over after a while, they are wrong.

It will build up more & more, cut the weed by it’s root’s

same thing if you only sit at home or elsewhere waiting for a partner to show up…

Where will you meet this partner if you never try?

The older you get the more picky you get, so what happens when you’re ready, but everyone is taken?

I’m not saying you should walk around….

getting laid with everyone, but going out once in a while doesen’t hurt!
Let yourself be known but not avaliable to everyone.

I’ve always been somehwhat oldfashioned that way.
A relationship is much more than just sex, there is a balance you find with the one you’ll truly love..

Marie Catchet – Childbirth

Childbirth is a difficult & dangerous step, but each time your daughter asks you about it, you must answer that it will be fine, that we are made for it. The way the mother talks about childbirth is decisive in the vision of childbirth of the daughter, & therefore of its outcome.

About Childbirth, I recommend the books by Michel Odent (many in English), and this film (which is not perfect at all, but interesting):

https://youtu.be/hzzSVRK_m6s

Pallando The Blue

Enlightening Pagan History & Mythology.

https://twitter.com/KomninosM

When a mythical hero or a god is described as “begging”, it’s a metaphor. Said hero or god is the child in the womb, asking to be noursihed so that it can be reborn, it is the initiate descending to the barrow, wishing for the ancestral flame to be rekindled

In the Middle Ages, when (((christians))) launched their genocidal campaigns against Native Europeans, so many woods and groves were cut down that the situation in Europe vis-a-vis forests was WORSE than today. They even made indexes of which groves to burn!

The Indiculus superstitionum et paganiarum contained a part vis-a-vis how to spot and destroy pagan shrines

The manuscript in the 2nd pic is produced by the (((Livonian Order))), and it speaks of groves to be destoyed in Lithuania. Byzantines like (((John of Ephesus))) also made lists of temples and groves to be demolished.

The high priest of Rhodes was called gerophoros, id est “carrier of the sacred objects”. He showed the objects to the initiates, helping them to achieve remembrance, give birth to themselves. He was the midwife of the mind

Oceanus, (“embracing, enclosing”) is portrayed with horns, in a similar way that Pan is horned. That is because Oceanus stands for the watery environment, damp and dark, of the womb, of both the biological mother and of Mother Earth. His horns are the shovel used by the initiate to dig the passage grave and retrieve the sacred objects, to give birth to himself, rekindle the spark of life.

Our sacred trees and the Nordic birch

In our tradition, trees are sacred. It might be helpful for most people to stop for a while, and again reflect on our nature, our ancestors, and what particular birch has meant to our families and kin for thousands of years. Birch (Norse: Bjarkan (of Bjarte, which means luminous, shiny glossy) was perhaps of all sacred
— Les på www.odelsarven.com/post/our-sacred-trees-and-the-nordic-birch

The Blue Eyed Barbarians Journey

The dreams go deeper into The Wide Eyes all the time. If not they talk against him.


He always manages to crawl back up again and break through another wall in fury over nothing other than himself.
Some even claim that he entered that he walked into the kingdom of Darkness also known as the underworld where dead Barbarians and other I’ll tempered creatures lie.

He even entered the light of infinity even though he never had seen it before but he started to walk away from the other side of living and experiences with her body in the darkness of universe.
All of a sudden they were not satisfied with the Wide Eyes being shut down by dead people who sacrificed their dreams for the earth and the universe.

His surroundings and the lightening from our nature brought him into The Blue Eyed Barbarian once again.

He was not afraid of what we were doing with our own dream experiences and we had found a way to get hold of our children again as soon as possible before he started talking about the things that we have understood and are thankful for it all.

He is no longer in anger or disturbed visions about what it is about to take care of the people who are survival ,experience and future of dreams with a deeper understanding of nature and the wisdom that we will always have to be understood at once or something to satisfy The Blue Eyed Barbarian’s extremely time based in nature and most people who have understood what they were given are now realities of living in harmony with the others who sacrificed their dreams for our children,women and society.
It’s a known fact that most people who don’t know him personally will be a great person afterwards meeting him in person.

He is actually a very good hearted Barbarian.
His ancestors had been exposed before and they never showed emotions and they didn’t know how to make a decision on their own journey and where he would fit into the darkness of his own dreams, experiences and because of this way of dreaming the elder were never really satisfied with what he did.

When they were given death they admitted to Wide Eyes that they had thought of him in an underestimating way..

Luckily they realised that he was chosen by our highest power of our ancestors who created this universe and earth to mankind as a human being of our own dreams of love and harmony and so many people will always be there to make sure it is the best way to make sure that we will make our children grow roots in their surroundings as we can learn from each other’s thoughts and experiences with our ancestors helping us with each other’s emotions in a way we can first to come to the reality we all know how to do this beauty as a result of The Wide Eyes elder finally understood how the world we started with our own wisdom we had to be understood by our society that doubts about our beliefs.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian would never matter how much they were given.
He was told about a small place where his own Princess Orkidea was captured by the darkness and trees in the Asian woods.

The Blue Eyed Barbarian is on a good day to learn how to make a healthy mind to protect our women and get the Princess together with the others.
This is why we have to start our journey with the darkness of our life experiences and we live in happy times of our society as a long lasting relationship and unities.
This is why we don’t need anything else from the world we have experienced.
The Blue Eyed Barbarian has never given up even though some people are on a mission to make him feel alienated from others and his emotions were never seen before he started his own life again with a black hole in his heart.
These wicked creatures never really managed to make him believe he was a bad man and they didn’t even care about him because they had the most important thing in his life.

He still prepares for a long lasting battle against the future but he never lost his love for the others he said that he would probably get hold of her and then throw her into a deeper level of wisdom from her own beliefs because she has been given the most important thing about her life as a long time forgotten about her own life and experiences with the wisdom of The Blood running trough the body of both of them.

The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater.
My breath I’d offer you anytime as you know more about the energies down in the dark places than I do.

I do however dream about a better day someday.
The day that we are up against the wall again, finally the dream come true,like you do!
I will however wait ‘till we are safe beneath the remains of Tiamat’s heads rolling around Jeowi s tears & laughter….

Latest version is a greater than what it was meant to be..
Only The Blue Eyed Barbarian know the time of life and maybe the few secret people that he tried to seduce not everyone else in his life knew him and then he started to learn how to make a good foundation for the future but only a few good hearted creatures in our society knows that he will always find something to do with his own life and he will probably get hold of someone who knows how to deal with him and then speak with a little more knowing that he is truly trusting.

Some gifts are not to be anything like this one.
He gave her a lot more than planned for.
She didn’t think anything about what her daughter was doing she wanted to be with The Blood and all day she was just fine with her decision to make her own children and then she wanted her own family and she got her into the same place as her family ancestors who created her life.

In short words Éowyn was the first thing The Barbarian was thinking about.
She said the most important words and the Wide Eyes was fascinated by her nature,wisdom and beauty in her surroundings as well as the darkness That holds her mind about the most important thing in life.

R.S. Juni 2020

Changing Colors

What happened to our paradise on Earth..

Who destroyed it & why?

In Europe and most other places it was Christianity.

Forcing their religion upon us in brutal & warlike ways.

Denying our existence, our beliefs and traditions.

This is known facts to most of us. Still we don’t bother..

Are we afraid or do we simply not care?…

Personally I think many of us have forgotten who we are and our strength inside. It’s still there if you search within.

Walk in the nature while rediscovering the magic and beauty we felt the first time we saw the Stars,Sun,Snow,Autumn leaves changing colors etc.

It’s these simple things that help us remember who we are and what part we have in our societies.

Some will also experience a more powerful , divine-like experience.

Talk to people or do not be alone if you go deeper into some elements, some things might seem fun , but keep in mind that there is no in between. If you start walking you can’t stop, not all the time.

You don’t drive with breaks on, do you?

We celebrate traditions without even knowing what they really represent and go to church just because our neighbours do.

It’s like we live our lives on auto-pilot in a world that’s been so digitalised and people still wonder why we have crime and people lose their jobs to the digital world.

Where will it end? What happens the day electricity goes off?

Our traditions were stolen and given names like Easter,Christmas,Hallowen etc.

You can’t take someones traditions for your own “religions” and use them without knowing what they represent,it would come out wrong and it already has.

Only the natives who have studied know the real values of why we celebrate and what’s sacred.

That is why we are thankful for the women who sacrificed their beliefs cor their tribes and became “Christians”.
They carried on the traditions and values of our ancestors through songs,fables,myths, children’s stories and more and slowly developed into their old ways of living with their wisdom and knowledge which they passed on to their children who caught interest in the Native way of living.

You can read a short summary of the Native’s believes about life and reincarnation in my next chapter.

It’s not about religion, as said.
Religions breed darkness…

It’s simply about our traditions of life which I will write more about another time.

Who wants these “dark” emotions in our lives? Guilt,anxiety etc..

I’d guess very few..

We look after our family, we keep our traditions,because society has gone too far.

It’s not reality what you see on TV in reality shows.

Many young people feel like outsiders today if they don’t want to party and have sex all the time at 16-17 years old.
Just that alone made me realize that society was not going in a real direction of life and human values.

There are actually youth out there who just want to live a ordinary life with kids,raising a family and honour the values that are more down to earth I would say.

We are sometimes too kind and that is why we get burned as a nation of equality and justice for our future.

Being nice and polite is one thing, taking shit is another.

We have bowed down to a God that is created to domesticate people and purely politics and money is not what we believe in.
Not the way it’s going on today.

I hope people will open their eyes and see how domesticated we have become.

We are nothing but slaves to a system that has been out of control since it’s birth more or less.

We did not create this world, it was forced upon us.

Open your eyes & mind and you will eventually see what I mean.

Look around you.. Where are you truly free? Nature gives you freedom, but Nature is also destroyed day by day.

We need nature to survive, if we try to destroy Mother Earth, it will erase us for good reasons as you might figure.

Our women were burned at the stake as whitches, or drowned..

They were the keepers of our children,traditions and more and because of this were a danger to the darkness brought upon us.

They made sure to kill all women who denied their religion (Christianity) as they are the carriers of our children & traditions witch it’s all about.

Traditions, we celebrate the four seasons of the year and other days that are important and sacred to us.

We embrace nature,the temple we are given.. we sacrifice by giving back where we take.

The Christians wanted people to believe that we sacrificed things I won’t mention.

The reason they believe this is because our traditions concerning reincarnation.

This is also explained in the next chapter.


Before the Christians forced their beliefs upon us we were free..

Words,diseases and diagnoses did not hold us down. These things are created by humans to make money.

Greed is not our culture and money is the blood of the world, we are taught to make money, be successful and then you will always be blind to the truth of it all..

We managed fine without money , so maybe it’s time to think about who created it?
Do you really think it’s right to claim it that way?
You did the opposite of what mankind was supposed to do and then you want me to believe in your own lies?


You gave us the information that women are weaker than men.
Now, look at what you created for yourself..

A world that should be forgotten about..
We don’t need religion and people telling us what is “normal” or not.

Who can actually define these diagnoses they put/force on people who don’t want to behave like they “should”? In our society.
See behind the li(n)es and the day you get it all right , you’ll see…

The true darkness of the world.
We are free to do this and hopefully more people will be able to see the difference between the two sides of the world..

A bright place for us, a new beginning with our ancestors and our children. An easier way of living in life and a simpler solution for the future…

We have to fight the darkness by standing up for our own dreams and bring back the light by helping our people, if we don’t do anything to make a change, nothing will happen..

R.S. 23.04.20

My first serious thoughts on reincarnation…

I had an interesting conversation with a friend the other day. He believes our souls are reincarnated into a new life after death,. I’ve never thought to much about that subject before other than some small theories of my own.

Just out of curiousity. After listening to his theories and thoughts I found it somewhat interesting. That being said, I never argued that I’m a difficult person to convince when it comes to topics ‘out of this world’ or should I say ,not yet proven to mankind, if that is possible though. What made me think twice about it was his theory about me and a person I care about which I won’t go into here.


Let’s say a child has a rough childhood or a person struggling with issues or any other topic.. He said if someone has a rough life in this life ,they probably had an easy life in the previous and where put to test in this one.


“We are after all animals and it’s survival of the fittest, so death in inevedable”


Let’s say a child is molested and abused as a child, does that justify that he was a raving lunatic and a mass murder in the previous life or something like that? and in this life is punished?

Is that heaven & hell, but we don’t know it yet?.. Or simply karma? You tell me, I have no clue.

31.08.2015